Scary week
Monday, June 15th, 2009This week has been one of the hardest I’ve ever lived through. I’ve had a sore throat for about six weeks and tried so hard to get rid of it - to no avail. I was gargling with hydrogen peroxide. I remembered from somehwere that it was supposed to be good. Well, it’s not. It killed the bad germs but…it also killed the healing germs so I was just making a bad situation worse. Then, I finally went to the doctor and, gulp, it looked like…I had cancer. Do you know how much I freaked!!? A lot. I mean, I’ve seen the commercials about mesothelioma and other cancers. My former husband even saw an autopsy of a cancer patient and described it to me back th en…this looked like what he described. I was so scared. But…we waited for the test to come back and…no cancer. We all celebrated - a lot!!! Not ever smoking or doing any tobacco or having cancer in my family didn’t ease my mind…but those test results…totally helped me finally sleep at night again. And, my throat? Is clearing up ;-)